Help Me God..

While i go down on my knees, with tears running flowing like the river a river of sadness and blues Oh God... I whisper to you through the blowing wind by the light of the sun and the drop of water on earth ,in the middle of loneliness, in the silience of the night. When i run in my days breathe the air, wakl the ways maybe you hear the whisper that i say, hoping all the joys will come back. When i close my eyes on the dark night, send me a dream of thousand lights so colorful so bright, to be my friend to be my guide Here, deep inside my heart, where my hope and fears are happiness and sadness come and go, i feel like losing something inside and that's blinding me so Dear God i didnt lose my faith or believe, nor my courage and neither my love something that i've lost is something that i cant spell i dont know what it's name is and how to explain God, you are the one who knows what i didnt keep what i couldnt hold the answer to my prays, the one who knows what lost from me....